Chris Wood: "The problem had got to me and I could not deal with life on life's terms."
Tuesday 28 April 2020 21:35, UK
Hampshire fast bowler Chris Wood has spoken about his 11-year battle with a gambling addiction.
Wood has enjoyed a successful playing career, helping his county to win four white-ball trophies since making his debut in 2010.
The 29-year-old has opened up in a podcast with Sporting Chance founder Tony Adams about his problems off the pitch and how he has addressed his addiction with the support of the Professional Cricketers' Trust and Sporting Chance.
"The problem had got to me and I could not deal with life on life's terms," said Wood.
"I was gambling every day and I started to get self-destruction thoughts, not necessarily suicidal thoughts as such but thoughts such as 'do I have a place here'.
"I didn't necessarily go to the lengths of thinking of ways that I could do it but the thoughts started to arise.
"All day, every day all I wanted to do was to sedate my feelings through gambling, I couldn't do anything else.
"I have nothing to hide anymore, I am not scared of who I am. I like talking about my situation now because it gives me a sense of achievement of where I have come and it gives me a sense of power again that I can control my own thoughts and feelings.
"I am going to have to deal with this for every single day for the rest of my life and not get complacent."
Adams founded the Sporting Chance clinic in 2000 to help sportsmen and women who were dealing with addiction, having battled alcohol addiction himself, and he outlined the positive work they have been doing alongside the Professional Cricketers' Trust.
"For us, Chris' story shows the importance of all the services we offer, starting with the education programme in clubs," said Adams.
"Going into a first team environment, which the PCA [Professional Cricketers' Association] first asked us to do last year, just one of those sessions can make a huge difference to someone's life.
"It's not just about a story, it's about how experience can connect with a player who might be suffering or at least open up their minds to the fact it might be something for them further down the road."
Professional Cricketers' Trust director, Ian Thomas, described Wood's personal journey as brave and inspirational."
"The Professional Cricketers' Trust believes Chris is the first cricketer to speak out on his gambling addiction while still being a professional," said Thomas.
"This makes Chris' story incredibly powerful, brave and inspirational. He has come a very long way to now be in a position to be so honest which I am sure will resonate with people who have faced similar situations.
"Chris has put in a lot of hard work and persistence to reach this stage of confronting his addiction publicly and as he explains, it has been a long process with many setbacks before he has reached this point.
"Sporting Chance's excellent care and support for Chris has been vital in reaching this point and if this story can bring one more person forward with a willingness to address the issue then Chris will have made a huge difference and potentially saved a life."
Sporting Chance operate the PCA's dedicated Confidential Helpline that is funded by the Trust - a 24-hour, 365 day-per-year support network available to all PCA members, whether they're currently playing or retired and can be reached on 07780 008877.
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