Former Tour de France winner and Olympic champion opens up to Men's Health UK magazine about being sexually groomed as a teenager; trying to understand his relationship with his father; being at his most unhappy in 2012 and finding a way to manage his mental health
Tuesday 19 April 2022 16:37, UK
Sir Bradley Wiggins has revealed he was sexually groomed by a coach when he was just 13 years old.
The 2012 Tour de France winner and five-time Olympic gold medallist said he did not feel he could speak up at the time due to a difficult relationship with his stepfather.
Speaking to Men's Health UK magazine about his allegations, Wiggins said: "I was groomed by a coach when I was younger - I was about 13 - and I never fully accepted that."
Asked if he was groomed sexually, Wiggins added: "Yes. It all impacted me as an adult...I buried it. My stepfather was quite violent to me, he used to call me a f****t for wearing Lycra and stuff, so I didn't think I could tell him.
"I was such a loner... I just wanted to get out of the environment. I became so insular. I was quite a strange teenager in many ways and I think the drive on the bike stemmed from adversity."
Wiggins, 41, made the revelation in an interview with Men's Health 'Talking Heads' columnist Alastair Campbell in the May issue of the magazine, which goes on sale on April 20.
Wiggins has previously spoken about suffering from depression and a difficult childhood.
He said he had spent much of his life trying to understand his relationship with his father, Australian cyclist Gary Wiggins, who walked out on the family when Bradley was young and who died in 2008 following a fight at a house party.
"It was definitely to do with my dad," Wiggins said when asked what he had tried to run from in his life.
"Never getting answers when he was murdered in 2008. He left us when I was little, so I met him for the first time when I was 18. We rekindled some kind of relationship but then we didn't speak for the last couple of years before he was murdered...
"He was my hero. I wanted to prove myself to him. He was a good cyclist - he could have been really good - but he was a wasted talent. He was an alcoholic, a manic depressive, quite violent and he took at lot of amphetamines and (sports) drugs back then."
Wiggins reached the pinnacle of his sport in 2012, when he became the first British winner of the Tour before winning Olympic gold in the time trial in London just days later.
Though he had further successes - winning the world time trial in 2014 and a third Olympic team pursuit gold in 2016 - Wiggins said 2012 was the year he stopped enjoying professional cycling.
"After winning the Tour de France, then winning at the Olympics, life was never the same again," he said. "I was thrust into this fame and adulation that came with the success...I'm an introverted, private person.
"I didn't know who 'me' was, so I adopted a kind of veil - a sort of rock star veil. It wasn't really me... It was probably the unhappiest period of my life.
"Everything I did was about winning for other people, and the pressures that came with being the first British winner of the Tour. I really struggled with it."
But Wiggins added that he has now found a way to manage his mental health.
"I have to have routine," he said. "Training every day, it's important. Not drinking too much...with my depression, if I'm not looking after myself it manifests more like a mania.
"I always thought of depression as taking you to a dark room in a stoop. I try to be funnier and end up being shocking and contentious."
British Cycling has offered its "full support" to Wiggins after he revealed he was sexually groomed by a coach when he was 13 years old.
The sports governing body issued a statement on Tuesday confirming it had been in contact with Wiggins.
"We are deeply concerned by the matter raised by Sir Bradley Wiggins and our safeguarding team has made contact with him today to offer our full support," the statement read.
"We would encourage anybody who has suffered abuse or has concerns about the welfare of others - regardless of when the incident took place - to utilise the support offered both by our trained team at British Cycling and the dedicated NSPCC helpline, which in turn helps us to ensure that our sport is a safe and welcoming place for all."
NSPCC's head of child protection in sport Michelle North said Wiggins had shown "real bravery" in speaking up and added that his experience showed the need for sporting clubs and bodies at all levels to be subject to "robust" safeguarding.
"We hope that Sir Bradley is receiving the support he needs and that by speaking out it will encourage others in a similar position to do the same and reassure them that they are not alone and people are ready to listen and help," North said.
"If anyone has concerns about a child being groomed or needs support for non-recent abuse, we urge you to contact our free and confidential helpline on 0808 800 5000 or by emailing help@nspcc.org.uk."
If you are affected by issues related to sexual abuse or mental wellbeing, or if you want to talk, you can also contact the Samaritans. In the UK and Ireland, Samaritans can be contacted on 116 123 or email jo@samaritans.org or jo@samaritans.ie